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July 17th, 2006

beginnings
THE DICE ROLLED AT 09:54 PM as a stickied post

Let the snows fall deep, the rain drive down, and the wind buffet my cloak. I care not, for I've a road worth walking.





October 15th, 2006

weekend blahs
THE DICE ROLLED AT 08:45 PM

Had another great weekend. Spent the entire weekend at the mall, playing IDAS with friends. It seems like an eternity since I last played IDAS, been buried with a lot of stuff, including work, meetings and tons and tons of paperworks. Stressing! Ugh. Playing IDAS again relieved me of all the tension and pressure of everyday life. Oh the joy that I felt when I realized that despite not playing for like a week (yeah that long!) of IDAS, my skills have not yet diminished. Come to think of it, we did improve a lot since we last played; our runs are much faster now, our turnings and handlings improved also with a touch of confidence and assurance.

 

That observation was proved to be accurate when I tried battling other players who are far more “experienced” than me and my friends. And for some strange reason, I was able to win against them, holding my ground and winning with a huge lead. Probably the biggest highlight of my improvement was when I battled against a BL21 racer-chick -who was having a good time beating other racers arses at our local hangout and won! She was really good! She had the skills, the timing, the perfect rhythm and handling, the sureness, the fancy footwork, and to top it all that, she has a good car (a GDB) that really compliments her awe-inspiring skills. Oh plus the fact that her car has a really fast startup. And yet, amidst all the doubts and uncertainties I was able to pull it off. I won. Despite her great skills, she had one major flaw. She was using an AT. An automatic. That being said, she doesn’t use erasers or TST, nor does she manage her gears very well during the turn since she relies her car's system to do the shifting for her. Luckily for me, I was able to notice it early on and used that knowledge to my advantage. Had she been accustomed to a manual, she would’ve easily beaten me with an uberly huge lead. Too bad she didn’t opt in a rematch battle. I would’ve enjoyed playing with her again.

 

Not that I’m assured of actually winning against her. There are no certainties in IDAS, just as there are no certainties in life. I really enjoy competing against other people who are far better than me. No, not just in IDAS, but also in other situations and challenges. I enjoy the competition. I’ve always enjoyed the competition. Some may call it stubbornness that borders arrogance, but in truth, I take such challenges as a learning experience and also as a testing ground for growth and improvement. It doesn’t actually matter whether I win or lose; to me, it’s the struggle that counts.

 

Haha, well enough of that! I just got home na nga pala. After playing IDAS the whole afternoon, I felt the need to do some serious shopping and accessorizing. Hah! *goes crazy* Last Friday I got my monthly earnings and I had some cash to spare pa naman. Buti nalang at sale sa Megamall! Kundi nakuuuuu~

 

Bought a couple of clothes, a new jacket (chickote worthy), and a really wicked pocket watch. Kewl! I love my new pocket watch. Really I do. I love it. I’m naming it Kalliope. Kalliope! *throws confetti*  

 

Well, that’s that. I’m tired na. IDAS and my impulsive shopping spree has sapped my strength. Kapagod. I need to sleep na and prepare some stuff for tomorrow. Got a lot of work and papers to file and examine pa.

 

I'll be saying hello to my cold sentient desk come the morrow nanaman. Oh well...

 

G'nyt world.

 

Arrivederci.




Reading: how few remain by harry turtle dove
Listening to: remember the name
Feeling: tired and sleepy


October 7th, 2006

birthday blahs
THE DICE ROLLED AT 08:54 PM

 yeyeyey

Today me and my twin turn twenty-four. When I think of how my life has been, I am more than grateful for being here & for having the people around me. I recall one question being asked to me by an old friend of mine, If you were to face your child self, what would you tell him?

Hmmm... what would I actually say to my little boy self? Hmm... I'd resist the urge to cry buckets while talking to him I guess. But I'd probably assure him that he's going to be fine. There will be tough times but he's going to be strong & things will work out just even if it's not exactly the way he would want it. People are going to test his patience in struggling through life but he's going to learn to believe in himself. He's going to be pleased because he's going to realize how strong he really is. That despite the monumental mistakes, he's gonna make it out alive and learn from these errors. I'd also tell him that life is going to be fun. Not perfect but imperfectly perfect; that he's going to be optimistic about things no matter how heavy the rain will pour.

I would also consider teaching him the finer points of driving! And introduce to him the wonders that is Initial D Arcade Stage. I'd teach him stuff like the proper use and execution of the ever so popular TST (which I still haven't mastered till now), erasers, in-out-in concepts and the likes. In that way, when that boy grows and becomes a full-time geek-dork hybrid, he's gonna own the Initial D Arcade Stage Racing World! But then, that'd cause one big time paradox... Oh well :D

I can't say being 24 is different. I've only been 24 for a couple of hours. Besides, age is just numbers that count years [hopefully, years of wisdom gained & life lived rather than life lost]. May I be wiser, stronger, & bolder to face life's challenges. The past year was great. During that year I have experienced so many things. I have made mistakes colossal. I've been mugged and beaten up, my pride ruined, my heart broken. Events that has both humbled and inspired me to continue to move forward and continue the journey with faith. Encounters that has changed my perspective in life. I can't afford to stop, because I cannot know where I most wish to be right now because I have not seen all that there is. My journey continues it seems. I cannot afford to stop. Not now, not ever.

This entry will serve as my farewell to the past. It’s a blow for a new beginning, and a beacon of new trials and hardships to come. I said it once, and I’ll say it again. Bring it on!

With each passing day, I grow wiser, and with added wisdom, I grow stronger.

--- 

Oh and other thing! Happy Birthday Kaye!!! I love you so much! ^__^




Listening to: birthday song


September 22nd, 2006

.To You
THE DICE ROLLED AT 09:27 PM

What the hell am I waiting for if you're not the one for me?

Take your eyes from the stars. Look to the earth. Andito naman ako...

I love you...





September 22nd, 2006

yeyeye! Bedan Pride prevails!
THE DICE ROLLED AT 09:17 PM

Guess who went to watch game3 between SBC v PCU earlier? That's right! Me! ME! MEEE!!! Hehehe, despite draining my maximum allowable halfday tickets, I really decided to watch the deciding game. Oh screw the memo on Monday! Really! Screw the f*cking memo! ^^

Well, we won! Go figure. It was a great match! PCU put up a great fight. The crowds were cheering wildly, especially during the 4th quarter when the PCU dolphins rallied back, ending the 20 point lead advantage of the Red Lions, narrowing it down to a 1 point lead. Most of us were stunned by the momentum and pace of the PCU dolphins. The Red Lions suffering from foul trouble, made a couple of mistakes during the last quarter, not being able to hit the mark, and missing a couple of free throw attempts. Stunned silence enveloped most of the crowd, especially me, who was shaking with uncertainty. Like a fairy tale story gone bad! The last 24 second of the game was like hell when PCU got the ball possession at around 17 seconds, with Beda leading by only 1 point. Luckily, Beda's defense pulled through, the shot attempt hitting nothing but air. And that was it! Reds were cheering wildly, my screams lost in the screams of thousands.

NCAA CHAMPIONS BABY!!!

Hehe, it was a great game. I loved it. Especially the cliffhanger moment during the 4th quarter. Both teams did their best, both teams deserve to be in the finals. Sadly, there can be only one champion. And I'm glad that the courage of the Red Lions prevailed. So like I said, screw the memo - which I'm expecting to get this coming Monday, I'll just have to make up for it in the days to come. Hey! We won! It was worth it.





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The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myths are long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again. In one Age, called the Fifth Age by some, an Age yet to come, an Age long past, a wind rose above the the town of Sorsogon. The wind was not the beginning. There are neither beginnings nor endings to the turning of the Wheel of Time. But it was a beginning.

The Gambler was born and raised in Sorsogon. Being branded as a bum, he learned to tell stories at an early age, when it became clear that he needed an alternative to getting caught and punished for all the "stuff" he did. He was further encouraged by friends who practiced a kind of conversational Darwinism, where the weak and the slow were gleefully torn to bits by the sharp and the strong.

He is currently the Commander of the Shen an Calhar - The Band of the Red Hand, an elite military organization whose sole purpose is to rid the world of the Forsaken, Darkfriends, Trollocs, and other creatures of the DarkOne. He is also a Mage-type mobile Pilot, a Ta'varen, a freelance writer, a wielder of the One Power, an Ashan an Asha'man [High Guardian/ Sword of the Guardian] and a fellow student of war who lives with two beautiful screenpal pets named MakMak [cat] and BadzMeru [penguin?], and two psychotic herding dogs. He longs for the days when writers were paid by the word,or at least, he wishes he had a dime for every time his friends had asked, "Are you still talking?"


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